Mind Wanderer

Akhirnya baru sempat menemukan waktu dan mood yang tepat untuk nge-post lagi. Apa kabar gue? Yah, masih begini-begini aja kok gue. Masih single and (not) very happy :P Iya kok. Masih belum happy aja sama kehidupan kampus gue. Don't ask me why deh. Tolong jangan salahkan gue kalau blog ini isinya melankolis semua. Khususnya yang suka baca blog ini (ya kali kayak ada yang baca aja). Ya karena hidup gue begini-begini aja. Bukan berarti gue gak bersyukur. Tapi... hidup gue masih seperti ini saja *pengen nangis di pojokan*. Gak berubah banyak. Cuma di blog ini gue bisa menumpahkan "my undisclosed feelings" *duh bahasa gue*  Sampai saat inipun.. Masih belum bisa 100% happy di kampus... Selalu ada penyesalan. Kenapa gue harus masuk kampus ini... Karena jujur aja kampus ini seolah cuma sudden-decision dari gue aja. Dari awal gak pernah lho kepikiran sekali pun untuk kuliah di sini... Dari dulu... cuma pengen kuliah di luar negeri. Titik. Ya, mungkin Tuhan mengingatkan gue. K...

Some random meme. Forgot to credit *sorry* 1) Have you ever been asked out? Yes. 2) Where did you get your profile picture? At my room. 3) What's your middle name? I don't have. There are only first and surname :) 4) Your current relationship status? Single and happy. 5) Does your crush like you back? Tegoshi, would you like me back, huh? xD 6) What is your current mood? Bored. 7) What color is your hair? Pure black. 8) What color shirt are you wearing? Purple and white colored. 9) Missing something? School? 10) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change? There are tons of things that I want to change. For example, my personality and attitude, and my appearance. 11) If you must be an animal for one day, what? A hamster, pls? 12) Ever had a near death experience? Nope. 13) Something you do a lot? reading some books, watching JDoramas, blogging and postcrossing 14) The song stuck in your head? Aoi Bench - Tegomass! 15) Who did you copy and paste this...

finally... I made my 1st ever blogskin! YATTA! what do you think? is it good? well. I made the layout by myself and took some reference on That So Easy. And yah.. here it is! I'm just a newbie in making a blogskin. But, I do hope that this blogskin is good enough for this lovely blog *giggles* *subject changed--a lil bit RANDOM* anyway. kamar gue akhirnya udah hampir beres dari segala sampah, kertas, buku yang udah gak kepake. sekarang tinggal beresin majalah-majalah lama. capek juga bongkarin seluruh isi lemari dan box-box yang bertumpuk di kamar gue. mana tanggal 18 udah masuk, tapi gue belom nyampulin buku tulis *males mode : ON*. pokoknya liburan kali ini semuanya bertitel MALES dah. mau ini males. mau itu males. bahkan jalan ke luar rumah aja gue males setengah mampus. look! how messy my room is... yabaishite! >. oya. berhubung tahun ini adalah 10th Anniversary nya Arashi , mereka keluarin album "All The Best 1999-2009" . di albumnya nanti bakal ada 3 CD (31 lagu...

akhirnya.. setelah 5 hari gak nge-blog akhirnya gue nge-blog juga. sebenernya, gue agak kehilangan mood buat blogging nih. jenuh. pengen buat blogskin sendiri. tapi gak bisa. program photoshop aja gak ada! selain itu gue bingung memadukan code HTML sama gambar. somebody help me to make a blogskin! onegai! leave me a tag if you can help me! *~*~*~*~*~* anyway. bulan juli udah datang menyambut. sekitar 2 minggu lagi udah harus masuk SMA. dan gue baru menyadari kalo SMA baru gue itu bisa dibilang cukup jauh dari sekolah. 30 menit dari rumah baru nyampe gue ke sekolah. mana masuk jam 06.30. gue harus bangun jam berapa??? *tidakkk >. D pokoknya mulai SMA gue harus berubah. tahun ini gue 16 tahun men. haha. biar badan gue kecil, tapi 16 tahun boo!!! =w= =w= di SMA nanti paling engga harus lebih fokus lagi belajar English nya. pengen les sih, tapi gak mau nambahin beban bokap^o^, ya jadi mau ngga mau harus belajar sendiri lebih serius lebih tekun (aside from Nihongo). semoga Engkau tetap ...

Hi peeps. I'm back Don't forget to VOTE , COMMENTS at my post, and FOLLOW (click follow on the left side) my blog, OK? Thanks you for supporting me and my blog! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~ This morning, I woke up late for about 10.00 a.m. On this summer holiday (can I call it 'summer' since Indonesia didn't have summer? LOL), I did nothing. Well, me and my dad doesn't have any plans to go for a vacation. So, I've just stayed at home. Watching TV, online, eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping. That's all I did during this holiday. It suppose make me gaining weight at least 48 kg (hope so). Anyone has tips in gaining weight? Please tell me! I'm too skinny XD. Anyways, today, JK Hits - MTV Asia aired Crazy Moon - Kimi Wa Muteki PV. And.. I witnessed it! Yatta~ Thanks God! And yeah... As always, I love Jun's sexy whispering. Haha. It sounds yummy! And yeah, Sho looks hot in that PV. Aiba looks cute in pink :). Crazy Moon has made my tension going up. Not only Arashi...

New Divide By : Linkin Park OST Transformers 2 : Revenge of The Fallen I remembered black skies / the lightning all around me I remembered each flash / as time began to blur Like a startling sign / that fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Give me reason / to fill this hole / connect the space between Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide There was nothing in sight / but memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide / the ashes fell like snow And the ground caved in / between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason / to prove me wrong / to wash this memory clean Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes Across this new divide In every loss / in every lie In every truth that you'd deny And each regret / an...

Still in boredomness. *sssh* 7 days to go to my upcoming "graduation" (gee? 7 days = 7 X 24 hours = 168 hours..) "God please do the rest. I beg you..." What should I do, people? Any suggestions, please? Anyway, I currently reading this books : Hai, Miiko! (Kocchimuite, Miiko!) I just found how priceless this comic is. Miiko is too cute! And.. I'm starting to collect this manga. Until now, I already have volume 1-5 and volume 8. I want to buy more but I can't afford it anymore. The price is too expensive (IDR 15.000 per books). This is my second favourite after Detective Conan! Kocchimuite, Miiko! is an ongoing shojo comedy manga series by Eriko Ono. It has ben published by Shogakukan in Ciao since 1995 and collected 18 tankobon volumes as of 2006. Furthermore, popular stories from this manga have been reprinted in three collections called Miiko Selection. It's a sequel to an earlier series, Miiko desu! (I'm Miko!), and it depicts the home and sc...

Hi peeps! Cheers! I'm striking back LMAO Since I'm still in heavy boredomness and doing nothing till today, now, the fangirling thingy goes here... hehe (kinda complicated to be a good fangirl) As you know, I idolise Sakurai Sho from Arashi. And here's his message/comment about their latest single. First one is for Ashita No Kioku : This is the song which is played at the ending of "The Quiz Show". I listened to it as "Kamiyama", so I can't separate it from the image of the drama. The lyrics is based on the plot of the drama, so it's a mysterious song which is a mixture of sad feeling and words that contradicts it at the same time. "Joy" "Sorrow" "Warmth" "Hatred" "Tomorrow" "Memory" etc... By the way, concerning the title "Ashita no Kioku" (Tomorrow's Memories)... "Tomorrow, memories will be regained" That is how I interpret it. Because I'm Kamiyama. ...howev...

Gosh, help me. I'm really really in boredom. I'm stuck at home. Sleeping is my regular activities. I feel like I don't know what to do. Any suggestions, please? Leave a comment on my tagboard! It will really made my day... Just now, I tried Mati Beku, an online game. It's quite awesome, I think. The game needs our creativity. So I try it! Now, I'm stuck at level 9! o.O And yah.. I don't know what to write here. *Brainstorming* I think I'm kinda bored with this blog thingy. So, again... the corny thing goes here... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~ First award , I got this from Manda (thanks, buddy!) Here they are : Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 5 friends. (btw I've changed the rules. xixi^^ 15 person is too much or in other words (capek ngetiknya)) 01. Who was your last text from? ~ albert 02. Where was your default picture taken? ~ My home 03. Your relationship status? ~ I'm single (and very happy :D) 04. Have you ever lost a close friend? ~ never 05...