Mind Wanderer

I mean this blog. This blog. Really. Needs. Some. Refreshment. Gue pikir blog ini kurang banget yang namanya foto :( Bukannya gak mau foto, tapi resolusi kamera kurang mendukung, jadinya ya males gitu kan hasilnya selalu - gak pernah never - jelek dan gak menarik (alasan aja in mah - HAHA >> kode juga ini sih : butuh hp baru, jujur saja). Beneran... lagi butuh android yang beneran dikit, yang kalo foto bagus, yang bisa cek e-mail setiap hari, yang bisa edit2 Ms. Word, notes, dll dengan mudah... Tapi lagi bokek. Alasan yang terlalu klise.... Anyway, lagi gak tau nih mau nge-blog apa. Sebenarnya banyak banget nih di pikiran yang mau ditumpahkan. Tapi karena terlalu banyak, sampai lupa mana yang mau ditulis duluan (lagi-lagi alasan). Jadi ya, sepertinya gue sudahi dulu deh postingan hari ini. See ya!

Akhirnya... saya bisa nge-blog lagi *nangis terharu* Akhirnya... hari ini hari minggu... bisa sedikit bernapas lega dari kesibukan 5 hari yang sudah benar-benar di luar batas normal (menurut saya). DERITA ANAK IPA SANUR : setiap hari pulang jam 15.30. 8 jam pelajaran biasa ditambah lagi dengan pelajaran tambahan. Belum lagi ulangan yang menunggu dan PR-PR yang mengantri untuk dikerjakan (dalam satu hari semua guru bahkan bisa ngasih PR). Selain itu, kita WAJIB membuat karya tulis. Untuk kelas saya ditambah lagi dengan beban harus merawat 2 tanaman sekaligus (bayam merah dan bunga white zinnia) :o orz. Gosh, I'm gonna die at a very young age just because all of this...... Seminggu yang bener-bener hectic kemarin saja sudah berhasil membuat saya kena radang tenggorokan dan akhirnya batuk-batuk terus. Sekarang hanya bisa berdoa supaya badan ini tidak K.O dengan kesibukan yang sinting itu -______- Semenjak kelas 12, 1 hari terasa berjalan begitu cepat dan waktu 24 jam pun sudah tak cuk...

Long time no see, blogger :) I’ve finally come back after my first three days studying as a twelfth grader -______- Being a twelfth grader, sometimes makes me sick, either mentally or physically :( Today I’m going to blab in Bahasa (and a little English). It would be easier for me to convey all my heavy feelings in Bahasa. So yesterday, I cried during the night. I had a dilemma. No. It’s supposed to be QUATRILEMMA . I was totally GALAU last night. What’s for? I have confusion in whether I take the TOEFL iBT Course or not. Serius, kemarin saya sampai nangis-nangis mewek gak jelas sewaktu diminta mutusin apakah melanjutkan les TOEFL atau nggak. Kenapa saya galau? Masalahnya untuk melanjutkan les itu butuh 5,4 juta untuk 6 bulan! Bayangin dong, ini les selesainya Januari dan baru akan REAL TEST kemungkinan antara bulan Februari sampai Maret. IT’S TOO LONG! Apakah gak kelamaan? Yang ada semua uni luar juga udah selesai buka pendaftarannya~ Udah gitu gak ada jaminan langsung tes benerannya...

It's been 3 days since my first day in my senior year. How did ya feel? If I could describe my feeling, I would describe it with 7ICONS's song "Gak... gak... gak kuat... " HAHAHA But it's true. That's the best word that suitable with what I feel now. I'm feeling so weak, exhausted, useless and kind of... all my efforts during my first and second year was being taken for granted. I REGRETTED ENTERING SCIENCE CLASS. I'm not supposed to be in this major, I think. I want to take either Business Administration/Visual Communication Design/Art and Media in the university. So, why do I have to enter Science class? I think it was my biggest mistake :( But, nevertheless, dad always said that it's not wrong if I entered Science class. You probably burdened by tons of assignments, kartul matters, loads of test, etc. But in the end, you will get the benefit from it. You have to be a definite tough, not to be fragile here. But... HOW ? Today I arrived home at...

Mungkin kalau bloggers semua membaca post yang satu ini, kalian akan menganggap saya adalah tipe orang yang tak suka dicela. Ya, memang benar. Hanya celaan yang sanggup membuat saya down seketika. Akhir-akhir ini, saya banyak dicela, banyak dibanding-bandingkan dengan orang lain yang lebih baik dari saya. Jadi begini, ada satu kejadian yang sampai sekarang membuat saya benar-benar sakit hati. Siapa sih yang suka dibanding-bandingin? Coba saya absen, ADA GAK YANG SUKA DIBANDING-BANDINGIN SAMA ORANG LAIN YANG LEBIH BAIK DARIPADA KITA? GAK, KAN?!!! (Kronologi) Di tempat les Mafia (re : Matematika, Fisika, Kimia) Guru (G) : "Jadi nilai ulangan mid kamu nilainya berapa aja?" Nia (N) : "Oh, Mat 77, Fisika 81, Biologi 90, Kimia 84." G : "Mat kamu 77? Wah kalah dong sama si "pip", "pip". Mereka pada 9 loh nilainya." N : (dalam hati : "what the hell lah~ emang mereka jenius, gue kan bego! ga usah banding-bandinginlah. emang ini lomba apa p...

Yak. Awal yang kurang baik saudara-saudara di tahun 2011. Got nothing to do in the school. Entah gua yang semakin ansos atau orang lain yang begitu (?). I feel a bit lonely (or maybe I will become a loner, soon? Oh crap no. I can't let it that happen). Capek gua sama orang-orang di sekeliling. By the way... Satu-satunya tempat pelarian gua alias blog ini ... semakin SAMPAH saja kelihatannya. Makin banyak curhatan-curhatan gua yang tak berguna sampai artikel yang lebay :(( Too many corny stuffs. Oh man really I should change the composition of this blog. The post, especially. I need to make some IDEALISTIC yet THOUGHTFUL and also MEANINGFUL post. I don't mean to delete this blog and yet to start it all over again. But... I think I should do someconstruction in some parts of this blog. Tapi sayang, lagi-lagi menjadi kendala adalah WAKTU. Bokap ngeliat gua ngetik berjam-jam di depan laptop aja udah gerah, gimana mau menghasilkan post yang "berisi"? I've decided to ...

もしもし, みんな！ how's it going? I'm so tired today. I've worked from 11.30 a.m till 5.00 p.m. But it's okay. If it affects me positively, I'll continue that job! *fyi, this is the only way to save my allowance!* and also... *cough!cough!* kinda bored with blogging. bored with the skin. I'm really looking forward to make a blogskin by myself. but how? I'm thinking soo hard.. lack of ideas! so the tag thingy goes here : *~*~*~*~*~* What color is your favorite hoodie? - depends. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - why not? Do you plan outfits? - kinda. How are you feeling RIGHT now? - happy :) Do you say aim or a-i-m? - aim? Tell me about the last dream you remember having? - I had no dream :D Did you meet anybody new today? - yeah What are you craving right now? - graduate well!!!! When was the last time you talked on aim? - never. Are you emotional? - somehow. Have you ever counted to 1,000? - why should I? Do you bite into your ice cream or just ...

BBwell guys.. hi.. how's is it going? :D long time no blog eh? lols . this is because i've been so busy recently.. ^^ though, I tried to keep on writing on this space. anyways, there will (still) many upcoming events.. i mean projects.. not individual, it's group. that must be so hard ne. ah... today all of us were giving our 'kartul' to mr. alex, our Bahasa's teacher. well, the 'kartul' was full of our struggle and hardwork, fyi. we made it for abo ut 50 pages. can you imagine that? when the bell rang, as usual, we went out of the class. some students went home and others were went to teacher's room to give the 'kartul' to mr. alex. there were so many students, ne. we queued up together. lol. that's funny. and then.. me and edit went inside and met mr.alex. guess what he said? here's the conversations (indonesian version) "Kartul Consultation" starring : A = Mr. Alex N = Eugenia (Me) E = Edit setting : ruang guru --> me...

gimana rasanya kalo dimarahin orang hamil? bete banget pastinya. sekaligus kesian juga sih orang lagi hamil kok dibuat marah. kesian anaknya X(. haha. gitu deh kejadian hari ini di kelas 9.3. lagi-lagi buat masalah sama guru-guru, gara-garanya noisy-levelnya udah hyper banget. akhirnya dua jam pelajaran bahasa inggris, kita disuru h diem, gak ada KBM, pokoknya disuruh tenang gak boleh ngomong. ya udah karena disuruh tenang, sebagian bengong (merenungi kesalahan2nya), satu orang malah buat lirik lagu, sebagian malah gambar2 dan corat-coret sana sini (including me). ini nih hasilnya. haha. see this pic below : what do you think? i have a * secret * ins ide that pic. guess what!! besok masih ada ulangan mat. hadooh.. kekny a penderitaan blon selese nih. tugas kelompok juga masih numpuk : kartul (25% finished) dan senam . fiuh.. xo, eugenia

well, guys.. i was very tired today. i've lost my energy. it's already 01.30 am. fyi, we were lost on the bahasa indonesia competition. what kind of the judge it is? they're so unfair! ugh. they didn't notice the quality in each part of our wall-newspaper! suck!! (sorry for being rude here. i just try to express my disappointment toward the judges! don't have any other purposes..) today i've also went to Sancta Ursula SHS, bought the uniforms, shoes, etc . anyways, I don't know what kind of post that I must written today, here. maybe i just feel boring with blog. maybe i will try to HIATUS from blog, facebook, and anything that may caused disturbed my study time. enough for today, wanna watch VS Arashi first and then go sleep. xo, eugenia wait for my next post! P.S : I'm gonna facing many exams from now on : trial exams, final exams, practical exams, etc. I need to say to all of you guys that who read my blog right now. I'm officially HIATUS from b...

today i was soo tired. we have done for the making of MAGNIFICENT, for the part of 9.1 and 9.3. fiuhh.. anyways, i got a quite "freaks" pose for the yearbook. huhu T.T my teacher directed me to take photo under many plants. uwaa.. that's so freaks! my friends said that i look like a Queen of Plants! ^^ that's so embarassing.. i just can hope, that the photos won't bad as well as i thinking of. haha. coming soon : the photos of yearbook! enough for today. i'm so tired, man. i'm too tired to type anymore. xx, eugenia